i think that the headline explains it all.  Steven and I are never going to b together again and this time......i don't mind and i'm ok w/the fact that he wants sum1 his own age. last time he told me this i was sadden and upset, but this time i wasn't upset i was actually....happy. i guess b/c instead of him telling me it i was the one that brought it up and kne wat his answer was going to be.   i  basically saved myself the trouble of all the tears and the what if's.  i'm actually hoping that he'll meet sum1 his own age cuz i guess all he can find is ppl my age idk but i want him to be happy even if its w/sum1 else cuz he was my friend first and always will b.  so Steven good luck w/the girl hunt!! haha  tonite i'm going over to tasha's and lets just say that there's a big bottle of vodka w/my name on it! =) haha i really need to go and get drunk to forget boys,parents, skool, n gay people!! so i'm going to go start getting ready!! l8r sk8rs